she/her • sexplorer • switch • sensophile • relationship anarchist • pansexual & sapiosexual • hairy & natural • porch person • childless milf • Tarantino buff • multilingual • musically competent • prefers animals to people but still really really likes people • would rather be on a horse or motorcycle • pineapple does go on pizza • can quote Princess Bride & Mean Girls • listens to everything including country • nemophilist • brat • easy to please hard to impress
I’m Lilith (you may also know my redheaded alter-ego Eve). I’m an adventurer, an artist, a raconteur, and most importantly, a work in progress. I love exploring life through intimacy. I love a challenge. Find me in the line between chaos & peace.
As a digital renegade & raconteur, hosting TE live online (18+) is where I get to express myself creatively, explore my identity, challenge and love my body, build new relationships and create cherished memories, experience magic, practice unconditional love, endure pain and open to pleasure.
I started streaming in March 2019 as a way to gain financial grounding and get back in touch with myself and my sexuality after an abusive relationship. I chose Chaturbate (18+) as my streaming platform because it felt like the New Frontier of the digital era. It changed my life within a week. The people I had met, even within that time, made me fall in love with myself, with life, and with the world again, and it’s only become more surreal and fulfilling since. They also saved my life in supporting me out of two abusive living situations, helping pay off my student loans, becoming my family when mine kept their distance and setting me on a path to actualize my most liberated, most fulfilling, possible life.
As someone with experience and degrees in several fields (mental health, education, policy, philosophy), and also given the general nature of my streams and content, I often get asked why I chose the adult industry. Simply put, I get to combine my skills, degrees, talents, and passions into a life that allows me to travel anywhere, experience anything I want at basically any time, meet incredible people, and do it all naked (this is a bonus for me). I also often get told that people don’t consider me a sex worker because of the fact that I don’t fit the stereotype. I challenge them to broaden their perspective to include me.
While TE is currently “just” the name of our online sanctuary, I have a dream to bring it, as a space and as a movement, into the Paved World. As I pursue my passions for education, advocacy, policy, mental health, and art, what “Tantric Eden” has to offer evolves. One day, hopefully, our community will get to congregate in our sanctuary (read: compound) in the Paved World, and practice and share our magic there.
I believe that everyone is deserving of joy, peace, & love in their life. I believe the world is a beautiful place where ugliness exists. I believe everyone is capable of positive change, & that unconditional love makes it possible. Thanks for taking the time to read this. If I know you, I love you & you have a cute butt. Even if I don’t know you, I love you & think you deserve to hear that you have a cute butt. *hearthug*
